Saturday Night

Planned for steamboat with old friends : Janet, Banan, Sue Chean, Mei Kuan and Kok Chuan
We went for buffet steamboat at Manjarala which just open not long ago
The food there ' so so ' only, not much special
The only special thing I guess should be the Promotion 5 FREE 1 which was so ngam for us ( 6 Person)
Whole group only RM125 :)
There had a same thing with the steamboat I went with Mother before at Kepong ---one person per pot ( more hygiene i guess), but the soup there not so good as the one at Kepong.
So, I still prefer the one i went with mother, but ....NOT BUFFET T.T

After the dinner, we went for the movie - Avatar
i really love this movie *muacks muacks*
I hope i can be as strong as them when they faced problems

Merry Christmas 2009

Merry Christmas to all my lovely friends and family


I celebrated Christmas with friends and cousin which i will update it soon, without him

I actually MISS...the past as he still there
*no more all this thinking please...FORGET IT...*






I felt lonely after the party since i was the first one who reached my house

My parent also went out for celebration with friends which was quite COOL

I just don't really like to be party till half way which i not yet excited till the MAX, then i had to go home with LONELY mood

*i guess i felt lonely most of the time after parties or outings, unless i got drunk which will make more comfortable............I NEED ALCOHOL*

Merry Christmas 2009 @ Carmen's house

Christmas Eve @ Carmen's house
We did potluck and i brought cupcakes and also cookies with christmas designs
Only 6 people there, including my cousin- Michelle
If Michelle didn't go, then will become only 5 person ( quite sad case)
HAHA..anyway, some ppl just irresponsible
( at first, they said can come, but the end...all FFK with their own so called ' reasonable excuses')
We did enjoy very much playing WII on that night together :)


Take some pictures with the hairband i bought for this 2009 Christmas :)





Michelle and me
We were bored after playing WII and everyone left already
So, we playing camwhore and taking pictures around Carmen's house


Me with the Christmas Present from Carmen
Thanks Carmen * Muacks Muacks*
She gave me a cupcakes book which actually i already had one
But, i still love the present :)


Carolyn also bought me christmas present :)
Thanks Babe.....for the cute present with the cute sock
Muacks Muacks Muacks
Love my babe and friends

* Michelle said she got me christmas present also, so i am waiting the present to deliver to my hand..DON'T FORGET ya..COusin...haha....Thanks in advance first *

Gathering and "BOOM"

Today went for gathering with secondary school friends @ KFC Funny thing....everyone keep asking---WHY at KFC??? Nobody yam char at KFC before actually, quite weird..HAHA
The main purpose of the gathering actually Yoke Mui wanted to give us 'BOOM'
She getting marriage on 23/1/2010

Congratulation ......





Wedding invitation card :)

They already together i think got around 7/8 years

OMG..so long right? happy togther ya

COngratulation







I painted red colour nails on that day due to Christmas coming soon

So, I dare not wear any other colour except black or maybe white.

DO U KNOW WHY??

Let's imagine i wearing red outfit with the red nails and also with red bag..OMG...look scary right???

HAHA...this was the first time i painted red colour which i felt quite cool






Really sad that my lips....

*PAIN PAIN PAIN*

I guess should be weather too hot or mayb i didn't drink enough water since i already famous who dont drink water often.

Someone who used to care me so much did force me to drink every morning when just wake up from bed

The first thing i did .....apply lip gloss before sleep and also the whole day :) which helped






After 2 days......here was the result

Already better,

.....no more feeling pain,
............. no more feeling dry
......................no more feeling sucks

Still pink and pretty right????







Here..some camwhore pictures just after the gathering since didn't take there
Met few friends there which also included my ex ( at first we damn shy to talk to each other since we already so long never talk to each other and i knew he angry me last time as my cousin told me. However, the end we did talk awhile about our recent news since we already like so long never update each other)
Everyone so happy there and booking for 2 sits for the wedding dinner on that night, except ME
LONELY me... T.T

Looking sad......

......everyone so happy together

............................lonely me T.T











Looking into the mirror..................


................


................


.........................am i looking happy with the smile ??






I should be happy ........

...................... :)

.............................. :)

......be happy to prepare to be yoke mui's 'chi mui' on her wedding day :)

Preparation for the christmas -cupcakes

I planned to bake cupcakes for the Christmas Potluck's party @ Carmen's house
So, Wednesday I finished up my appointment, then i rush back to bake cupcakes alone with heart
I baked around 27 cupcakes
Cupcakes were GREAT
First time i baked all by myself without any help from my cousin :)

I spent around whole afternoon for the cupcakes, then my cousin came to my house to bake her cookies
So, I continued helping out and playing around with the shape of the cookies
3 of us decorated the Christmas cookies for the whole night with heart :)
The results would show how much heart we put inside while we made the shape of cookies




How much i wish to bake this for my loves one

How much i wish someone will appreciate the 'loves' i will give

No longer ......him.... T.T

Be strong and keep moving on please
* i know this christmas was lonely christmas without him, but i had to face it*





I was killing the man who bully me and broke my heart
which can make me happy :)

This was the
snow man









Joey was the one who finished the whole thing in the end, after we all feeling tired and bored

Michelle...u have to thanks Joey for the cookies because she baked it and let you bring for the potluck party :)
*this showing how close our cousins relationship 'LOVE" *




This ginger man look cute right???

Joey made it

The love shape - actually i used to make love shape chocolate for this year valentine to him..who no longer appreciate my loves anymore

Yahoo..finally i got the Bling Bling on my hp and camera

Woke up the first time i did beside had my lunch, i rush to Brem Mall to get the Bling Bling stickers
I was just too excited to decorate my handphone and also my camera
.I quite bored with the usual look already
rush to Brem Mall to get the Bling Bling stickers




After seeing this phone...OHH...i felt that Bling Bling quite COOL.... so i decided to play my HP with some Bling Bling stickers














This is what i decorated to my camera..Hopefully not too ugly

I really not good in designing ..SUCKS









Bling Bling beside the camera

Please ignored the backgroup..'RICH!'
Actually is a book my manager let me read, but until now i only read half..HAHA..LAZY










The picture quality quite different right???
My camera sucks at taking picture
My lovely Phone..NEW LOOK






The design behind my HP

I know nothing much....Just normal decoration. At least i felt happy when looking at my phone after spending some times to decorate it using my heart

Enjoyed Shopping Day

Today very happy since my dad suddenly said want to go Pavillion for shopping or walk walk
I was so excited to go shopping with parent, since i no need to pay for parking or clothes :)
But, when we just reached for Pavillion for around 20 minutes later with a very GOOD parking place, my brother called.
Brother called...because he got an accident nearby 'Fai Lok Seng' before he wanted to have his lunch with the GF
WTF....we thought very serious, so my dad faster walked to car park and wanted to look at the situation, but since we at KL area (which famous of JAM), so dad called the friend to help out first.
Just before the friend called us to say actually already settled, we already paid the parking ticket.
So, what u want us to do??
LEAVE or STAY (if we wanted to stay then we need to go out and back again???)
The end, we just went back with emo mood
When i reached home, i blamed my brother for being so stupid at the WRONG TIMING
However, accident just can't control...so, just forget it.






After that, i went OneU with mother for shopping as i wish
Happy shopping with mother







Yahoo...started collecting my CNY's clothes
Today so happy that i bought :

a new Jeans, New short pant and a new RED dress

Brought my mother to the shoe shop which i bought that day with 50% discount and the end she bought new high heels which i also can wear it (because also quite nice)

Love shopping because it makes me happy




I really felt very relax staying at home and enjoying my day with parent :)

At first today should be my working day also, but just out of sudden one guy need to work and another guy went back to hometown. So both also promised me to give me appointments next week since they FFK me this time. At least they told me, this is what i want (tell clearly, dont keep quiet if u not willing to give me appointment).

Really wish to be happy always like today

Become better and better already

Just want to show middle finger to the Fucker
Wish not to miss 'fucker' anymore..
When i call him fucker i felt more comfortable, so hope he don't mind about that.
Suddenly my friend -Atif told me that he saw fucker that day at the Curve with a group of girls but he forgot what he was doing there.
The word FUCK just came out in my mind, how come Atif told me half and the another half forgot??
Like this better don't let me know anything
Now making me imagine only
But...please NO MORE imagination about fucker



I want to focus on money only
I want to earn more money and faster than the Fucker
Then, I can tell him i can live better without him
Show him, u lost me - u are the one who RUGI
Money money money





Please pray hard for me to be successful person asap
I also not want to be lazy, just my connection really very limited
I am trying my best to expand my networks by calling people giving me their friend's names and contacts
No matter how, i need to work hard and also must pray hard
I know pray hard does help
Praying praying praying hard





I have to be Xin Fu asap
I know someone who love me waiting for me at another side
Someone who will love me as much as possible waiting for me
So i will be waiting my Mr.Right to find me asap
LOVE LOVE LOVE





Suddenly found this heart broken onion head which can really express my feeling right now
I lost the one i most love NOW, but i already know we impossible and i will wait for my Mr.Right
GOD bless me to meet my Mr.Right and he will never ever break my heart again
BE STRONG STRONG STRONG

Playing with the 'Onion Heads' emoticons

My life just become so......
NOTHING..
NO DIRECTION...
DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT
CONFUSE CONFUSE

Everyday my head just feeling
PAIN PAIN PAIN
SUCKS SUCKS SUCKS
HATE HATE HATE

Praying hard to get more business
Praying hard to hope for more appointments everyday
Praying hard that my Mr.Right come to me fast fast
Praying hard i don't sad boz of the Fucker anymore
Praying hard i don't miss the Fucker anymore
Praying praying praying praying praying...

Miss darling and dear badly

I really need darling's shoulder right now to lay on...
I miss darling so much so much
Darling always leave me so fast
Never stay long at Malaysia T.T
I need darling badly
Hope darling faster come back and meet me again and again
Wish darling enjoy at China Trip and be back here earlier
---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I miss lookout point when dear brought me there for our dating place
I miss genting where dear brought me there to relax
I miss dear's place where i can rest on his bed and he will be beside me
I miss Hong Kong where we went there for vocation
I miss homemade Pan mee i did for dear when i can see him eating with full of happiness
I miss all the places we used to pakto which can remind me that i have dear who love me so much
I miss receiving dear's sweet sms to keep me go on for my life
I miss receiving dear's email to keep me smile and sweet in the heart
I miss kissing dear's mouth which can make me feel the love from him
I miss hugging dear which can make me feel safe and also love
I miss hiding secrets together with dear when we just started our love life together
I miss dear's surprises which make me feel warm always
I miss dear's accompany which make me feel he always support me
I miss dear's voice which i need to listen everynight before i asleep
I miss dear's smell which can make me feel comfortable
I miss dear's care which make me feel i am the most lucky person in the world
I miss dear's hand which i can hold every moment to make me feel dear always with me
I miss dear's love which make me the happy person forever ever
I miss dear's smile which make me feel comfortable and his love to me
I miss dear's sweet words when he wants me to by his side
I miss dear's body which i feel safe all the time when dear beside me
I miss dear's shoulder when i need to cry and support
I miss dear's saying 'I LOVE U' when i need the know his love to me
I miss dear's EVERYTHING which i hope he still willing to come back to me

I know this is the time to test me how much love i have to dear in return what he did to me in the past. I will wait till he be back to me one day. NO matter how long and how hard, i will still support dear and wait for him to come back to me. All the best dear. NO matter how far u going, i will still waiting for u.Just because i love u

Shopping day @ OneU

I reached there around 4 something and we saw Jonathan(my ex) and his GF when we just reached the parking :)
So we got parking so FAST
The first we went were PADINI concept store, because i wanted to find my 'working shoe'.
Everyone will b asking ' what happen to your old working high heels?? '
My working high heels's ribbon lost already. So now the heels very ugly, one with ribbon and one without
So planning to get myself a new high heels for working purposes which wont cause my leg pain (hopefully)
The end, i bought a 'Flat shoe' which i wanted it last time, but that time only left last pair so i didnt get it. BUT now they restock, so i bought it using mom's money.
SORRY mom, i know i damn useless always use ur money
After that, we went and met Carolyn for tea time @ Haagen Dazs

We ordered 3 scoops
( 2 scoops FREE 1 scoop - because C had the voucher)

We ordered Strawberry, Cookies & cream and Cho choc chip

After that, we continued our shopping day, and i bought another 2 shoes
1 for chinese new year and 1 for working shoe (since just now the first Vincci shoe not for working)
OMG..i damn poor now..no more shoe for me till after CNY
The most scary thing happenned was......my toe's nail suddenly drop out after i trying so many shoes
OMG..now my toe now without nail
DAmn scary man.....................
Look at the picture below then u know :

Joey's Big Day

Went to Subak@ 9 pm for dinner and gave surprise to Joey ( My cousin)
I took so many photos of them to remind them of their memorable moments on this date in the future
When i reached there, i saw so many of their friends already there and waiting for their food to be served
I guess i was the most late who reached that place, but actually not..HAHA
Jonathan and the GF reached the last, just before Joey and Zhi Wei reached that place
Opps..Actually i didnt know why the GF so 'black face' or not happy until Jonathan dare not say 'HI' to me also
At first i thought nothing, but the end Jonathan sent me a sms said sorry to me becuase didnt not say 'HI' to me..
Is ok my friend. I wont mind actually.Although at first i thought i wanted to go there and chat to u since we damn long didnt meet up :)

The Menu

I ordered the Sizzling Honey Spring Chicken


with Iced lemon TeaBelow will be some of the food ordered by the guests there :









Here they came, Joey and Zhi Wei reached

Surprised with the 99 roses :)

Happy Together
"SWEET SWEET"

Would u marry me???

On the way wearing the diamond ring

Finally with the diamond ring on hand :)

*Kiss Kiss*

A normal picture taken together

Zhi Wei acting TALL
This will be the actual TALL he has

Showing off her Diamond Ring to me T.T

When i am still at the 'sad' and 'depression' stage
Just kidding, she of coz wont do that to me :)

Joey's sister and meMe and Joey

Me me me me.....

Joey's sister who also like to take pictures like ME ME ME ME

The cute TOYs on the roses

I look like Pregnant woman at this picture
OMG
FAT FAT FAT

We with the COUPLE

Me and brother with THEM

with Joey's brother and sisters

Joey, me , brother and ah rong

Joey and me ( before leaving the place)

After the party, i went to Joey's house to hang out
Quite boring to stay at home and i will miss someone more only
I hate missing him like NOW
Joey's smallest sister playing game while all of us preparing to sleep
{i overnight at Joey's place}

+
+
+
+
++
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
+
The happy ending
(everyone also wish to have happy ending like them)

Anyone know how much do i wish i can be happy ending with HIM??? I miss miss miss him so much so much. Although i know the chances already very low but he still very deep in my heart.HOW HOW HOW??? I really wish he can understand my feeling and come back to me. Before the party, i went for hair wash and the saloon people told me that my hair loss quite serious nowadays. She also asking me whether i eating any medicine or not, since my hair suddenly drop so much. I guess i having hair loss problem because i too depress and miss him too much. I really sad and cant forget him although already so long.Wish he knows how important is he in my heart. T.T