Miss darling and dear badly

I really need darling's shoulder right now to lay on...
I miss darling so much so much
Darling always leave me so fast
Never stay long at Malaysia T.T
I need darling badly
Hope darling faster come back and meet me again and again
Wish darling enjoy at China Trip and be back here earlier
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I miss lookout point when dear brought me there for our dating place
I miss genting where dear brought me there to relax
I miss dear's place where i can rest on his bed and he will be beside me
I miss Hong Kong where we went there for vocation
I miss homemade Pan mee i did for dear when i can see him eating with full of happiness
I miss all the places we used to pakto which can remind me that i have dear who love me so much
I miss receiving dear's sweet sms to keep me go on for my life
I miss receiving dear's email to keep me smile and sweet in the heart
I miss kissing dear's mouth which can make me feel the love from him
I miss hugging dear which can make me feel safe and also love
I miss hiding secrets together with dear when we just started our love life together
I miss dear's surprises which make me feel warm always
I miss dear's accompany which make me feel he always support me
I miss dear's voice which i need to listen everynight before i asleep
I miss dear's smell which can make me feel comfortable
I miss dear's care which make me feel i am the most lucky person in the world
I miss dear's hand which i can hold every moment to make me feel dear always with me
I miss dear's love which make me the happy person forever ever
I miss dear's smile which make me feel comfortable and his love to me
I miss dear's sweet words when he wants me to by his side
I miss dear's body which i feel safe all the time when dear beside me
I miss dear's shoulder when i need to cry and support
I miss dear's saying 'I LOVE U' when i need the know his love to me
I miss dear's EVERYTHING which i hope he still willing to come back to me

I know this is the time to test me how much love i have to dear in return what he did to me in the past. I will wait till he be back to me one day. NO matter how long and how hard, i will still support dear and wait for him to come back to me. All the best dear. NO matter how far u going, i will still waiting for u.Just because i love u