Cold Down period

Yesterday night i slept quite well because I have talked to my kai ko about our situation.
My kai ko suggested me to give him time - at least a week to reconsider our relationship, so i did listen to my kai ko not to disturb him during this week.
Hopefully after few days, he will come back to my side. But, I already become don't so need him anymore after reconsidering all the things he did to me.So, I will see how. If any sad thing or anything happen again I will go discuss with my kai ko again :) Thanks to my kai ko made me felt better yesterday and I could sleep well that night after discussing everything with him.

I hope I can don't sms him anymore for this week, until he find me and give me answer whether we should continue or should end. But then, if he wants to continue and that time I already don't want to continue anymore??? Then, what should I do??
During this period, I will try my best to forget him by celebrating CNY with my family and finding my permanent job. If i got any problems such as about the place of the company, I won't find him anymore - try my best to solve it by myself because I ca find my friends and also my kai ko.

Wish me luck for this cold down period, I hope I will turn to a new leaf as soon as possible.
Gambateh Gambateh .....