Holiday is amazing :)
Can sleep at whatever time and wake up at whatever thing i like
Besides that, can enjoy shopping, watching TV and relaxing the whole day
Really Love holiday so much *muacks muacks*
But,
the only thing i dont like is i will keep thinking of HIM
I know yesterday P u spoke to him, I really very very very very feel like want to know what u all talking about
Although i know P will tell me something that will make me sad..I KNOW
He will say dont talk about me anymore :(
I MISS HIM so much from the day he left
HOW come he is not the same??? he is so cruel to me T.T
DO u know how suffer am i every night before i wan to sleep and also after i woke up
Every seconds when i was awake, i will confirm think of u, miss u
But, y do u dont even care my feeling?
My head is full of u all the time. Will u feel the same too someday?
Few questions keep asking myself all the times :
When i will forget u?
when only the feeling of missing u going to go away from me??
when will u come back to me?
When will u miss me at least once a day?
When will u let me go in ur heart once again?
When will u dont let me go away from u again?
......alot of questions to ask
I thought i wan to forget u, but i think i dont wan to forget u
What is all this actually??
What do i wan actually??
Anyone can ans me??
I dont even understand what i wan and i wish to understand what he wan actually
I HATE MYSELF T.T
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