Thursday, September 24, 2009

OMG my skin

Today mood not so good due the work stress
I dont know where to get more people to talk and better target people to approach anymore
I am lost in my business :(
The most sad thing was :
My senior keep asking what happen to my skin? how come suddenly so many pimples ~ this show my face kind of sad on this moment
I was so embrassed when he asked me that
SO, i am going to believe on that ginseng dragon product can help and if do help :)
I am going to introduce to people who wan to be pretty like me
WIsh me all the best :)

Suddenly everyone start writing blog and keep updated quite often already
It is a good sign for me, boz i can waste some times while reading other people's blogs
He also started his blog and of coz i know he ignore mine :(
Remember yesterday i was pissed by him?? But, now i started to miss him again by hoping he update something in his blog and i can read it
Actually i guess yesterday i was not really angry him at all, i just wish to have his care at least like 0.01 % by a call back
OF coz..if compare to last week i really miss him lesser alr ~ is this a good sign for me??
I saw he read my cousin's blog and comment on it
Comment about early 20 will be ppl's attitude forever..something like this..
But, do u know i change so much for u, and i hope u do know...of coz..he wont care anymore
I wish he will care me at least and i definitely hope to get a better person to LOVE me
No matter how, i will still consider u as my best best best best friend forever boz i really did love u and all our old memories will be in my heart forever

I really kind of confuse whether to open to public or not.
open or not open???
If open i scared he read my blog and he know i still love him still miss him..then he will avoid me
If not open i hope he can read my blog and know how i feel for all this while. At least he can know how much i miss him and i really wish him all the best on his life
BUT, i think so much also like for nothg...boz i guess he wont bother to read my this little blog :(

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