I guess he going to start updating his blog very soon
Now we thinking whether to blog or not..
of coz i hope he can blog everyday, then i definitely know his life story although i cant ask him anymore
How come i still miss someone alr dont miss me anymore???
Today saw a pair of husband n wife, they really lovely. I can know through their conversation although they look uneducated and not in good financial situation. The wife has some problem with the heart, so just did operation like last week and cant get any insurance protection anymore until she recover for the coming 5 years time. But how about this 5 years? They alr spent like 60,000 for the operation just did. How about the coming operation that may occur anytime? Although they have financial situation right now, but i was so touch after i heard her husband said this line ' If ur company can cover my wife, no matter how much i will still pay and will never miss any premium'. This is called LOVE. In my heart, i really wish i found this 'LOVE' now. My mind keep thinking and hoping the Love i found is HIM, but i guess not possible for now. WIsh for the best in the future :)
I wish i will able to protect their family by giving them financial advice, wish them all the best with their lovely baby boy together.
This few days i worked like shit, from afternoon to night just to fight for my target, but yesterday i didnt meet my target :( Today i dont know whether i consider meeting my target or not actually, boz i did meet enough people but some just fact finding without getting their contacts and names, since i am like tired of waiting them anymore and tired of chatting stuff with them without getting any sales from them. HAHA..Am i bad??? My legs were so tired when i chat while standing all the day. Please forgive me :)
My skin really getting worst and worst, due to not enough sleep?? not enough rest???not enough water?? not enough love?? or what??? I have to really take care well my skin boz i cant let HIM look down on me, i will prove to him : You will not better than me, you dont hav me beside u ....is ur lost.
I am so happy to have party this friday night and sat night :) Friday night with all the old primary school friends..Actually kind of weird feeling, boz i actually forget their name and face already. Saturday will be Desmond's house warming. Hope i enjoy taking pictures there and enjoy the time there. I must be more happy than HIM. Hopefully after the house warming can go to ZOUK for clubbing. Hope my friends will be hav the mood to go on saturday night :) With this full plans over this 2 days, i am going to play till the FULL...HAHA
Besides that, the coming monday will the outing day with my baby(carolyn) and carmen. Last time we used to go out with HIM also, but now he gone already. I MISS HIM. Mother asking me just now ' what happen to both of u?? No more together? did u rugi to him anything??' WHat i suppose to answer actuallY? i want to say....HE DID OWE ME...but...i cant say anything of coz. JUST keep my mouth shut, by saying 'NOTHING'. I miss his love towards me
The end, i hope he will update his blog then i will able to know more about him and understand him more and more on the coming time. I also hope i can hit my target everyday and GET my free TAIWAN TRIP to prove to him...I CAN DO IT
No comments:
Post a Comment