Sunday, September 20, 2009

Missing someone

Where r u actually? What r u doing actually?
I really dont know y my mind keep having u in mind. Will u feel the same too?
I really miss u very very very much.
Just now pass through our old pictures when we gathered with our old friends, saw u alr untag on most the pictures we took together. Really hurt when saw this happen between. Actually i know this like one month or 2 months ago, but when i saw it again my heart still hurt like shit :( when onl my heart not going to feel any pain whichever thing that related to u?
Boz of u i look worst when the time pass. what happen to me? i suppose to look better and more happier. what happen to me?

Just read one of ur friend blog. She posted about she n a guy relationship and feeling. Their situaition also complicated. While i reading, i keep thinking if they both love each other how come they wan to separate? I dont really know the whole process, but just wish them all the best. At least both of them still sms each other and will still miss each other like last time when they were together. How about me? I miss u but u didnt miss me anymore?

My heart is pain, very pain
Tear coming out all the time T.T
When onl this feeling will be gone?
I cant get ur news i felt unhappy and uncomfortable.
I wan to know what u doing now, how r u doing without me, anything related to u....i will just want to know
U didnt reply that sms, isn't it means we wont be friends anymore???
Never??? Actually i really cant control myself to ask him again through sms, we really not friends anymore??? This question keep disturing me whole day n night. But, i know i have to listen to Priscilla, i need to give him times. If he never reply me yet, which means he not ready yet to be friend with me. So, i need to give him another 2 weeks time. Although i really dont know can i control myself or not, but at least until this point i did control myself.

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