100% Emotional affected

Today was the 'down' day after i saw his fb
Don't even understand why i need to be so emotional affected by his little comment there
He planning to leaving to Vietnam for business next year
This was totally making my tears out immediately
Just like he going to leave now and forever
Actually just for a business- why do i need to be so affected by that????
I guess i am scared he wont be back after he leave or mayb i scared he will be having new gal there or family there ???
WHAT am i thinking also???
Before this incident happened, i thought i was 90% let go and not going to be so easy emotional affected by his any single thing, but i was wrong
Actually i trying to bluff myself not to be affected
I guess i was bluffing myself not to be in love anymore with him
No matter what pic he had with others gals or anyone, i was not so emotional affected anymore boz i actually trust him...i know he....won't
Until today i still trust him..i trust and believe he will be back one day
Anyway... i am ok already after talking to many of the good friends
Thanks everyone..they understand my feeling
Especially darling who alw support me, cousin who always by my side telling me i am alr doing good and friends who alw letting me know they will support me and telling me time will prove everything
I know if i dont try to ready asap, i cant contact him back and cant friend him back
SO...i have to move on and be ready asap ---boz 30 days is coming soon

Anyway, i watched a movie today 'time traveler's wife'
At first friends wanted to watch 'Ninja', but C and me don't really wan that movie
I thought 'time traveler's wife' was the movie i wanted to watch boz i watched a trailer that day with C - something about robot in the town
I thought Time Traveler's wife is the one, but....actually i was wrong
HAHA...stupid me--boz i dont really care what movies showing now or coming soon, since i wont watch with him anymore and nobody going to purposely bring me for movie anymore
The comment of this movie ----confusing and actually not so nice to watch
* wish to have his shoulder with me again while watching movies like last time*