Finally i deleted him at FB

I become so super brave to do it while we already started to becoming friend
Everyone will be asking...why should i do so, if already starting friendship????
After i deleted him, i also don't know why i need to do so...n confuse for sometimes
At the end, i realized that the main purpose should be i dont wan just be friend and friend that got a weird weird feeling
I felt suffer with all this feeling..i am tired

SO, finally i did it
I deleted him and telling myself not to check his FB out so often anymore
Actually i dont wan to know his stuff anymore until he find me mayb
But, GOD just keep giving me chance to click on his profile everyday once or twice after i deleted him
For example :
Yesterday
I actually didnt want to click on his profile, but i saw something related to him at someone's page
SO, the end..of coz i cant control myself not to click on his face while he alr appear infront of me
Today
I was never think of clicking on his page at all while i checking out FB
As usual, i checked this gal's FB because i usually check out her blog and FB everyday just for fun
Sudd...i saw she commented on his FB..OMG...last time also never
WHAT is this...???
Of coz i cant control and i clicked on his profile
The end...found out he going to swimming and inviting friends there
But. the end..the swimming pool closed and only can swim after 2 weeks( which would be end of his exam time)
DO u know how much i wish to comment on his FB and tell him..I LOVE swimming too..
Last time i never go swimming before with him too
OMG..i really want to go..but..i know he wont happy if i go T.T
No matter how he feels, not my problems
WHAt i feel should be more important NOW

I become more confident boz someone at the 'getting back ex' forum got back his gf after 3 months already which make me decided to delete him from FB
I should learn from him that he tried hard to not knowing anything from the gf
LEarning hard for this........which i think i already took the first step at least :)
Wish me all the best.....
I just wish to get someone i love and the person love me as much as possible too
Mayb he not the one, but i will be waiting the special one to come :)