I saw it...i saw it.....

I waited the car plat 'BEN' for like the whole morning while i driving on to the office
Yesterday i saw the car plat with 'BEN' when i on the way back home
Then, one thg came into my mind which was .......remind me of HIM
Is the 'BEN' easy to find on the road at KL area???
I am not sure at all...so, i told myself, if i saw it again today then i am going to contact him back soon
Mayb tomorrow to meet at friday before he start working
I guess he going to work on this friday night and i will be going to cheras friday morning
But, i dont know whether i am ready already or whether he will be out to meet me or not
SO, i playing this game 'if 'BEN' appear again, then i am going to contact him boz GOD also giving hint to contact him back--this was what i think on that time'
SO, in the end, i saw it i saw it i saw it saw it....
I WAS SO HAPPY when i saw it
Boz the whole morning i keep looking around also cant get it
I thought no chance already, suddenly in the afternoon i saw it while somebody called me
Is this telling me ...HE needs me ???
Hopefully everything will be fine and good...
I still not sure i am going to call him or not...boz still have one week to go before my NC ends
WHAT SHOULD I DO???