Tuesday, November 03, 2009

Stress and fighting to get people

Today really stress all the day boz got appointments keep cancel this few days
At least the end i managed to meet a client, then went for cold conversing alone with 'stress' feeling
Quite long i didnt approach people on the street already, so kind of scared
Yesterday i did the same thing but didnt even manage to get a person to do my survey
At least today..i found 2 persons willing to ans my survey and i talked so much with them
I know so many love problems from them and also they are really friendly
Thanks to them..save me..--i got my target today
But,.....they r not ready and dont even have stable job to maintain their own life
SO sorry that i cant help--boz they dont like sales job and one of them dont even have SPM cert.
The guy who dont have SPM kind of handsome and also kind of friendly
He himself dont even know y his parent dont let him finished up his SPM...(I felt ...weird...so i keep asking..but he himself also don't kn, so how he going to tell me??? )

Actually really fun talking to both of them :)
They make me feel happy with their friend's stories
One of their friend--finally got the gal after chasing her for like one and a half year
Listen ..'1 an 1/2 year' without any complains ----this is what...called LOVE
I really happy for the guy who got the gal..finally
Sometime people will only appreciate when they felt hard to get a person's heart

Of coz there is also one sad story :(
This guy keep waiting for his ex to go back to him
He always wait at the starbuck DesaParkcity from 8pm to 11pm after his work
He wait there to fetch the ex back
I dont really know the main cause of the broke up...but now..the gal dont wan to be back with the guy anymore due to some reason
This guy last time dont appreaciate their relationship, so now he regreted alr...so alr waited there at the same place, same time for like 3 months already ---- still no changed
He changed for her NOW...but y the gal dont give him a chance????
I dont understand
wish him luck... :)

All this make me think...
Should i wait for him or should i give up???
Will i need to wait for this long...'one and a half year' ???
But, i know i cant wait this long...boz he will be going somewhere next year..then i cant meet him anymore...he wont even know i am waiting :(
I also changed for him, why dont he give me a chance??? How long do i need to wait somemore???
Anybody can tell me ...what can i do to make him come back to me???
I miss him so much...but i cant contact him cant meet him...this making me suffer T.T
wish me luck everybody....I BELIEVE HE WILL BE BACK TO ME

Besides that, today i read this gal's blog and she talking about his ex
Her ex really bad i guess...
How come guys can be so cruel to their ex when they already not together???
She just need help, y dont the ex just help her with heart??
Friend also can help each other right???
WHAT'S WRONG with all the guys now??
When they were still with the gals..no matter how far, how long, how mafan ---they never say no, but just do it with love BUT when they were no more gf n bf relationship, no matter how near, how easy, how convenient,---they will say no and giving all the lame excuses to reject the gals
Actually the gal just need help when her car broke down boz the ex working and stay nearby the place, but the guy giving some 'lame excuse- i need to work at 1pm' but that time only like 11am
WTF ---cant the guy think properly??? be a normal friend also wont be so cruel right???
Just a help---no need to reject people right??? although she has her own bf but the bf is far away from that place
Sometime gals need friends to help what...what's wrong with guys ???
WHen together...what also OK, but when broke up...guys just thk the ex like shit...
I hate people like this...GUYs like this ...not worth to be in someone's heart anymore
F off to guys like this
But, acutally the gal is lucky--she alr found someone who can be with now and forever
HOW ABOUT ME???
I still stick with HIm...that i dont even know he will treat me same as her ex or not??
I scared that..he also the same..but i not wish to...
AM i bluffing myself again???
"remember he actually did something around this too??? i just need his help, but...he gave all the lame excuses...in my heart, i still think he not purposely to do all this..i still bluffing myself???*
No matter how...until now..i still miss him still love him still believe he is the best still waiting he comes back to me





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