When i thought i was ok with the feeling and mayb already forget about him,
my mood going to down again T.T
Especially on the saturday night which i used to out with him
Just saw someone's photo at facebook while people having their steamboat
STEAMBOAT - remind me of us had our steamboat at Jaan Wang's house that day
Tjhe environment of the pictures around 90% same as the situation we had that time
Make me miss him ..and thinking what he doing now
Still remember clearly we went to steamboat together at Jaan Wang's house, then we played 'Left for dead' at Jaan Wang's room ( i played with his gf and we played the monopoly on his bed before we having our steamboat - if i am not wrong..boz i dont rememeber how many times i went there already, but all i remember was the memories happened there only)
After the steamboat, we decided to go Genting to gamble and walk walk, the end we all gamble till midnight( i think around 3/4 am and i reached home at around 5/6 am already)
After the clubbing yesterday, i was really happy that was the moment i didnt even remind me of him
I was so happy drinking with friends and enjoyed taking pic all the time
But, today i looked back all the crazy pictures we had, i felt guilty and asking myself---what happen to me??? How come i love drinking so much already??? What he will think of me?? WIll he hate me boz i changed already??? Will he still happy that he did love me before?? WIll he invite me when he going to clubbing also?? : OMG so many questions pop out from my mind ...
Still hoping to hug him to take pictures T.T
Actually yesterday my mood was jsut drinking, not even the mood to celebrate Marcus's birthday
HAHA....sound bad boz i only think of myself
Saw his status said that he going to vietnam soon, so i was like...oh ok...expected
But, i didnt know he will wrote it there to tell everyone he going there
I sure miss him very much when he went there for a long time
I actually watching this taiwan drama '败犬女王 ' and it remind me of take care the love before too late
Actually i also dont kn what i want at this moment, how come so hard to get someone i love most to stay with me and the person also love me as i do...
Oh ya...everyone sure watch the 2012 already right??
I not yet watch, but i know the story abit from Anson boz he said the newspaper stated that something going to hit our EARTH expected at 2012 ( hopefully not just pass through like last time)
HAHA...and i guess i am the only one who wish that happen real at 2012
* anyway, tomorrow going for some energy class ( dont know what it is for), but i hope it help me in my emotional and my love life..HAHA..
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